How Releasing Control and Manifestation Changed Everything

Release the fear
Release the need to know
Release the desire to control

Imagine if that was what we were responsible for…
Controlling our destiny?

Fuck. That sounds intense.

Thank heavens that our only requirement is participation to the level that we agree to.

But I do believe that our souls made agreements before we came down here.
Mine is currently bound to healing past trauma, which has finally been cleared.

For paying off the debts of my ancestors,
I will be rewarded beyond what I can fathom in this moment.

I feel myself sitting in the jeep.
I paid cash.
It’s fully loaded.
The steering wheel is cool and it has that new car smell.

Why did I ever let my success be determined by the fear I had surrounding other people?
How silly that was.

Life is splendid, and Cal and I truly could not have imagined a better life.
I have more than enough money to send home to cover Charlotte and my parents’ expenses.

I am rewarded because my heart is pure and the love is true.

The time is now.
I am ready.

I am ready for more money than I know what to do with.