Why Rest Feels Like Surrender: Especially for Neurodivergent, Spiritual Healers

I pulled a card today and the message came through loud and clear:
Rest.

But not just physical rest—
Rest as surrender.

• Rest of the mind

• Rest of the energy

• Rest from figuring it all out

Stop trying to force answers.
Stop worrying.
Stop gripping.

What I’m doing… what I’m building… it’s different.
And I’ve realized: if I don’t come back to my grounding center again and again— I drift.

I drift into strategies and systems and ways that have been proven not to work for me.

Who I’m Really Here For

Experts say I need a niche.
Maybe I do have one—
But it isn’t one you can see from the outside.

It’s a feeling.

The people who get it?
They feel my words.
They’re not grouped by gender, job, or age.
They’re grouped by the vibration of being stuck between.

• They’ve started unmasking—but they haven’t fully healed.

• They know they’re different—but they don’t have words for it yet.

• Everything around them is falling apart—and no one close to them understands why.

Those are my people.

A Theory That Might Sound Absofuckinglutely Out There

I have a theory.
And yeah, it might sound wild.

But I think many of these souls exist inside the overlap of ADHD and Autism.

Not in the way the world labels it.
In the way energy works.
In the way pattern recognition and deep emotional knowing live in their bones.

This isn’t a trend.
This is a shift.

We Are the Spiritual Army

We weren’t born to fit in.
We were born to:

• Raise the vibration

• Phase out the old ways

• Carry each other through what’s coming next

We don’t have a safety net.
We don’t have family who understands.
But we do have each other.

And even though it hurts like hell right now—
I promise you: it will be worth it later.