Releasing Control

Trusting the Universe to Manifest Your Destiny

Release the fear

Release the need to know

Release the desire to control

Imagine if that was what wwe were responsible for… 

Controlling our destiny

Fuck that sounds intense 

Thank heavens that our only requirement is participation to the level that we agree to

But i do believe that our souls made agreements before we came down here

Mine is currently bound to healing past trauma, which has finally been cleared 

For paying off the debts of my ancestors I will be rewarded beyond what I can fathom in this moment

I feel myself sitting in the jeep

I paid cash

It’s fully loaded

The steering wheel is cool and it has the new car smell

Why did i ever let my success be determined by the fear i had surrounding other people

How silly that was

Life is splendid and Cal and I truly could not have imagined a better life. I have more than enough money to send home to cover Charlotte and my parents’ expenses

I am rewarded because my heart is pure and the love is true

The time is now

I am ready

I am ready for more money than I  know what to do with